I finally understand why I hate '82 people so much. Maybe not all the '82 people, but those I met are definitely a bunch of insensitive people.

I don't know is it because I'm the childish and insensitive one? Or are you people the insensitive ones? Sometimes, the things you said really hurt me.

I admit I'm a super stubborn person who refuses to admit my mistakes. I'm a person with very bad interpersonal skills. I'm a haolian person who only likes to wear branded goods. I'm a kpo person always poking my nose into business that doesn't even concern me.

Some things are funny when you said it once. At least I can still take it as a joke, and endure with it. The second time you said it is actually pissing me off. But I can still endure because I love you. The third time you said it with the smirk on your face makes me feel that I'm just a fool enduring you. I don't want to hate you. So don't force me to.

'82 are people full of philosophy. They like to share big philosophies with you. Maybe that's their way of telling you things; beating around the bush. If not, they will just tell you crudely and rudely right in front of your face. Making you no idea how to react.

Stop telling me big philosophy of life. Stop telling me things like
"No one has the rights to say who's wrong and who's right."
"You have to been thru unhappiness just to know how to appreciate happiness."

I don't want to hear that and I don't need to know them. If you don't even bother to understand me better, then why bother to spend time telling me all these. I want to understand you better because I care. If you think that friendship can last just by plain talking of crap, then just be it.

Maybe I deserve all these that have been happening to me lately. Maybe it's all my fault for expecting too much of the people around me. Maybe I should just apologise to make all of you happier.

If that will make all of you happier, then I'm sorry. Even though I'm swallowing and stepping on all my pride. Or maybe you will want me to apologise to you openly? That will help in boosting all your huge egoes.

There's this disease in the world where people cannot feel pain. How I wish I will be able to get it. Then I won't be feeling so much pain. I also wish to damage my tears glans. Then I won't have to show people my weakness.